Anonymous said: what are your tips for finding creative motivation?
No tips to give. It just happens for me. Best of luck though!
WHO’S GUNNA KISS YOUR UNDRESSED CHEST WHEN I’M GOOOOOONE
Anonymous said: Hey if it's not too much trouble you should tag music with music so we can see it all you have great taste!
Anonymous said: I'm currently getting over a break up and I am having trouble letting him go, any advice?
Keep yourself busy doing things you like/spend time with friends/do not harbor any negative feelings/don’t talk to him/hang out with cute animals/don’t sulk
Want to sleep for 5 weeks
public apologies (2014)
1) i am sorry my kindness became cruelty
2) i am sorry you lived your life like an apology
3) i am sorry i always ate take away instead of your tender home cooked meals
4) i am sorry i didn’t know the different between selfishness & self preservation
5) i am sorry i called out your brother’s name when we were having sex
6) i am sorry i promised you gentle realism
7) i am sorry i never learnt to pronounce your name properly
8) i am sorry i shoplifted every gift i have ever given to a friend
9) i am sorry i saw your suffering as something beautiful
10) i am sorry that i don’t wake up when you begin sobbing at 3am
11) i am sorry for comparing ever kiss to the taste of pork
12) i am sorry for only coming up with 3 reasons to keep respiring
13) i am sorry for equating ever relationship with a lobotomy
14) i am sorry i never picked up my mobile even though my dad called me 43 times on his birthday
15) i am sorry for liking faces with a black eye & hands with raw knuckles
16) i am sorry
~~~(Concept: wearable performance art)::::
Hand embroidered white jumper with black string depicting the concept of a performative and externalised state of being apologetic. Instead of repressing or harbouring feelings of guilt, desire, perversion, etc, the wearer can publicly display their affective state and past events which may hold conflict or trigger tension. Furthermore, historical artefacts which are both intimate and personal are made even more vulnerable by this act of wearing it as an everyday and integrated piece of clothing, challenging the notion of a sacred and internalised state of suffering and remorse. The anecdotal and narrative nature of the sentences also serves to conjure a more personalised and relatable form by evoking a standard post-pubescent mood. Ultimately the wearer can confront and be confronted by their own clothing.
Trying to cut back on drinking and trying to eat raw 4 days a week
Glad you like my hair you jerk
Cover for Razorheads tape that is now a 7”.
bird friend daffodilllament
Columbia student will carry her mattress until her rapist exits school
September 2, 2014
While most students at Columbia University will spend the first day of classes carrying backpacks and books, Emma Sulkowicz will start her semester on Tuesday with a far heavier burden. The senior plans on carrying an extra-long, twin-size mattress across the quad and through each New York City building – to every class, every day – until the man she says raped her moves off campus.
“I was raped in my own bed,” Sulkowicz told me the other day, as she was gearing up to head back to school in this, the year American colleges are finally, supposedly, ready to do something about sexual assault. “I could have taken my pillow, but I want people to see how it weighs down a person to be ignored by the school administration and harassed by police.”
Sulkowicz is one of three women who made complaints to Columbia against the same fellow senior, who was found “not responsible” in all three cases. She also filed a police report, but Sulkowicz was treated abysmally – by the cops, and by a Columbia disciplinary panel so uneducated about the scourge of campus violence that one panelist asked how it was possible to be anally raped without lubrication.
So Sulkowicz joined a federal complaint in April over Columbia’s mishandling of sexual misconduct cases, and she will will hoist that mattress on her shoulders as part savvy activism, part performance art. “The administration can end the piece, by expelling him,” she says, “or he can, by leaving campus.”
As painful as I know the constant reminder of attending school with her rapist must be, I’m glad she won’t be the only one forced to remember. I hope the rapist drops out immediately…or better yet, I hope he faces the justice he deserves.
"LIKE A SICK FUCKING DOG
WAITING TO BE PUT DOWN
THE ONES YOU LOVE
ARE THE ONES THAT PUT YOU IN THE GROUND”
Brand new METHMOUTH release. Split with Tragic Film (Japan).